You may have noticed that over the past few weeks, I have slipped back into the old habit of not writing. Writing is very therapeutic for me, so when I don't write, it means I haven't had the chance to reflect on what’s going on in my life. Without this reflection, I can't share my perspectives with others.
As many of you know, I take this publication very seriously. I consider the type of week I'm having before sharing anything. For instance, during a tougher week, or if I’m in a spiritual funk, you’ll hear less from me. Conversely, when I’m feeling strong, you’ll hear more from me. I believe that if I’m not practicing what I preach, I shouldn’t be preaching at all. However, on rare occasions, I’ll write regardless of my state of mind. This week is one of those times. I’m in a spiritual funk and don’t have many motivational things to share. So why write? Because it’s important to acknowledge that it’s okay not to be 100% okay. There will be ups and downs, but I promise you, no one’s life is all rainbows and unicorns.
This week's parsha, Chukas, recounts the journey of the Jewish people through the wilderness, filled with trials and tribulations. Each stop on their journey was significant, representing different phases of growth, struggle, and spiritual development. Just as the Jewish people experienced highs and lows on their journey to the Eretz Yisrael, we, too, face our own wilderness moments. This reflection serves as a reminder that our spiritual journey is not linear; it's a series of ups and downs, moments of strength, and times of spiritual funk. Yet, every part of the journey is essential and valuable in shaping our character and faith.
The lesson I took from this is that it's okay to not always be at your best. Just as the Jewish people had their moments of doubt and difficulty, we, too, will face challenges. What matters is how we navigate through these times. Acknowledging our struggles and allowing ourselves the grace to be imperfect can be incredibly liberating. It reminds me that growth often comes through adversity and that every step, even the tough ones, brings us closer to our true selves. So, this week, join me. Let’s embrace our journey, with all its imperfections, and continue to move forward with resilience and strength!
Good Shabbos
All the Best
Avroham Y Ross
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